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The Well Of Loneliness Reviews

  • Jamie Whitt
    2019-05-31 18:53

    it should be MANDATORY that everyone reads this book. everyone. there isn't anything too astounding about her writing style, and nothing too "deep" about it either. anyone could pick up this book and see clearly everything she's very clearly alluding to, so there isn't much mystery, but instead, a whole lot of straightforward honesty about an aspect of the world most overlook without even realizing.what broke back mountain failed miserably in doing, ratcliffe did with ease. this isn't some kinky, soft core porn, fantasy, lesbian sex thriller. it isn't a sob story about rights denied gays's just the tragic story of someone who is. but her state of being, by no fault or choice of her own, disallows her from the honor given to even the most degenerate people of's just her story-- without bias, without the evil conspiracy of the "homosexual agenda", without hope of guilting the readers into self loathing, or repentance of unfair treatment to diverse populations-- it just is.i wish my mom could/would read this book. not that she is like the extreme mother in this book- just because it would be a way for her to see aspects of my heart that she would never be able to imagine a way to understand otherwise.

  • mark monday
    2019-06-18 22:11

    what could have been a fascinating chronicle of a tough butch interloper challenging mainstream society becomes the drippy tale of a woman who just wants to be loved, and the cruel little bitch who leads her on. oh what a deep well! the writing's pretty swell though, that can't be denied. tres elegante. i was reminded of e.m. forster's equally drippy, equally beautiful (but rather more enjoyable) Maurice. plus i actually preferred the wish fulfillment of Maurice, sad to say. guess i'm not such a hardcore queer polemicist after's an update: got into a great argument over this book. Well of Loneliness' passionate defender insisted that the character of the so-called cruel little bitch needs to be understood in the context of the time period. the CLB had few options others than being, well, a CLB. apparently she was not the villain after all; she was a victim of fate and circumstance, just making do with the options she was given. a girl's gotta do what a girl's gotta do to make the rent. ain't nuthin' goin' on but the rent. okay well i suppose that's a pretty good point. but is it enough to posthumously award an extra star to the novel, to even revivify it in my memory? i think not; the Well of Loneliness and its eye-rolling histrionics still feel dead to me.

  • BrokenTune
    2019-06-19 17:58

    ‘God,’ she gasped, we believe; we have told You we believe . . . We have not denied You, then rise up and defend us. Acknowledge us, oh God, before the whole world. Give us also the right to our existence!’First things first, the cover on this edition is absurdly unrepresentative of the book. Second, I liked the book. I would even recommend the book - it's just that it should come with a few notes:1. It is endlessly long. And detailed. For no purpose. Whatsoever. If the length of the book was sustained by beautifully formed expressions it might not feel so long but....2. I should not have read this so soon after reading the works of some master wordsmiths. Halls famous work is not as clunky as and slightly less preachy than The Unlit Lamp but it just isn't one of the books that would have been remembered for its evocative or imaginative writing.3. The book was written with a purpose - a plea, if you like, that is expressed very openly in the closing chapters. As an example of cultural history or changes in society and attitudes, it is a fantastic read because it contains a lot of information about (and more detailed description of) British upper-middle class society of the early 20th century. So, if you read the book with a purpose of finding out more about these attitudes, this is a great read. 4. The character of Stephen seems to be based - at least to some extent - on Radclyffe Hall herself. As a result, the perspective taken by the main character and the book as a whole is limited to the experience of only one individual - which I guess is the point, but it doesn't make for a complex reading experience. In short, there does not seem to be an attempt to investigate other points of view, or experiment with angles of perception, or layers. There are other characters but few of them are given a real voice.5. I could not help but smirk at the hint of hypocrisy in the books attempt to strive for acceptance of a minority when at the same time there is underlying attitude of snobbishness and chauvinism towards other minorities. And yet, for all I criticise, there is an also an honesty to the story and Radclyffe Hall's forthright writing style that impresses me and this is worth the hard work of reading it:The Well of Loneliness was published at the same time as Woolf's Orlando - touching on similar themes of identity - but where Orlando shrouded the issue in mysticism, Radclyffe Hall dared to write openly about sexual identity. The book was banned under the Obscene Publications Act of 1857. The ban was not lifted until 1959 when the Act was amended. Originally, the test for obscenity was "whether the tendency of the matter charged as obscenity is to deprave and corrupt those whose minds are open to such immoral influences and into whose hands a publication of this sort may fall". In 1959 the Act was amended to differentiate controversial works of art and literature with social merit. The Well of Loneliness was not only book with a lesbian theme to be published in Britain in 1928, but it was the only one banned - because of its forthrightness and its explicitness - though hardly what would pass as such in today's terms. Arguably, it is the book's fate, the notoriety it gained by being banned, that helped The Well of Loneliness to remain in print today."You will see unfaithfulness, lies and deceit among those whom the world views with approbation. You will find that many have grown hard of heart, have grown greedy, selfish, cruel and lustful; and then you will turn to me and will say: “You and I are more worthy of respect than these people. Why does the world persecute us, Stephen?” And I shall answer: “Because in this world there is only toleration for the so-called normal.” And when you come to me for protection, I shall say: “I cannot protect you, Mary, the world has deprived me of my right to protect; I am utterly helpless, I can only love you”.’This review was first posted on BookLikes:

  • Joseph
    2019-06-13 23:54

    A surprisingly good book that is not widely read. The Well of Loneliness has been known as the Lesbian Bible and was written in 1928. It was quite an edgy book for its time. The book itself is more about gender than orientation. The female lead, Stephen, leads a tom-boyish childhood. She hunts, fences, rides her horse but not side saddle fashion. She is also a collage of several people unintentionally. She is built like Vita Sackville-West and will become a writer. Like Sackville-West and her fictionalized Orlando she cannot return to her family house. Her moods in relationships fit more closely to Violet Trefusis. There is also a trip to Spain like Woolf and Sackville-West. All this, however, is coincidental. A well written early twentieth century book.

  • Bill
    2019-06-16 01:11

    this book was banned in England on publication in 1928, which of course made it a huge bestseller. and as it was published in France and the USA, it was easy to obtain copies.and, of course, it is so tame by today's standards. the most explicit line in the book is "she kissed her full on the lips, like a lover". but the powers that be in England judged anything even hinting at lesbianism to be any event, it is a very fine novel, on it's own merits, and I really enjoyed it. the author uses the word queer extremely often, every few pages it seems, but not in the context of referring to the lesbians in the book, so I was wondering if that led to the word's current usage of referring to gays and lesbians?throughout the book, the author is obviously trying to get across the point that lesbians should be treated the same as anybody else, which of course they should be. but the main character, Stephen (who is a female, despite the name) is portrayed as being very lonely and unhappy for most of the book, and the ending kind of makes you wonder whether the author thinks it's better not to be a lesbian.anyway, it's an excellent book, which was republished by Virago in 1982 and has been reprinted almost every year since, so it is obviously finding new readers even now.highly recommended!

  • Jardley
    2019-06-22 17:49

    I read The Well of Loneliness because of was very interested in reading novels on homosexuality. I needed something to relate to. The book centers around a girl whose father desperately wanted a boy and so named her Stephen. Throughout her childhood Stephen is shown as a girl unlike others. The way she carries herself, the way she acts and the fantasies she has about seeing herself as "Nelson", stress the fact Stephen sexuality is in question. As she grow, Stephen begins to find love in women and eventually settles down with one in particular. Until the dreadful ending. I found the book up until the end to be very interesting and pleasant. However, throughout the novel one could not help feeling a sense of self-hatred in Stephen, as well as some other characters. Most of the time they would not even give themselves a name, could not see themselves as whole and thought mostly that outward achievements such as great writing that would make them famous, would make up for the fact that they were homosexuals. This book to me seems like a cautionary tale to gay women in society. The morals that Ms.Radclyffe presents is that heterosexual couples are more acceptable and comfortable then a homosexual couple and that a heterosexual relationship is one that can truly provide the safety and dignity in this world. It's a shame Radclyffe wrote such beliefs.

  • Jesse
    2019-05-26 18:08

    Recently in these parts I declared that this novel was so dull that today it is essentially unreadable, and that its lasting importance has everything to do with history and not a thing to do with art. And I still generally stand behind these sentiments. BUT.I read it. And I kind of enjoyed it, at least in parts. I had based the above judgements on reading the first 60 pages or so (in retrospect the weakest section of the entire novel) and upon my decision to incorporate it in a paper on the queer writing of Djuna Barnes and Charles Henri Ford, I felt it was my duty to give it a fair assessment. As expected, it was about twice as long as necessary, and there are whole chapters that serve no purpose than to reinforce the inherent moral virtue of the main character Stephen Gordon, a British writer with an aristocratic background clearly modeled on Hall's own life. Hall's prose has its own unique sense of lyricism, but it's about as delicate as a bulldozer, which also accurately describes Hall's approach to the self-proclaimed purpose of the novel: to justify the existence of "the congenital invert." This means that we get a number of polemical proclamations that are as jarring narratively as they often are in regards to content: "with the terrible bonds of her true nature, she could bind Mary fast, and the pain would be sweetness, so that the girl would cry out for that sweetness, hugging her chains always closer to her. The world would condemn but they would rejoice; glorious outcasts, unashamed, triumphant!”Oy. As usual, Virginia Woolf gives a crystalline, beautifully backhanded summation that expresses the situation better than I possibly could: "the dullness of the book is such that any indecency may lurk there—one simply can't keep one's eyes on the page." And yet, and yet… I can't help but find some merit in it as well, and even feel something for it almost bordering on affection. This novel has undoubtedly meant a good deal to countless gay people since its first publication in 1928 (that quickly turned into a notorious, frenzied censorship trial a la Oscar Wilde), and there are moments, quite a few moments even, that are genuinely moving in their characterizations of the plight non-heterosexuals experience within a often hostile society, and the internal turmoil this inevitably creates. And if it's not exactly art, there is something to be said in Hall's defense that she made the conscious decision to boldly render, if sometimes inelegantly, "the love that dare not speak its name" in no uncertain terms. And while I might (vastly) prefer the labyrinthine, high modernist obfuscations of Barnes, Ford, Stein and other contemporaneous queer writers, with The Well of Loneliness Hall established a place amongst this illustrious group that is in its own way unique, and ultimately well deserved.

  • Stef Rozitis
    2019-06-05 23:08

    This book moves slowly and thoughtfully through many shades of tragedy. There's a sort of integrity to it. Not all readers will appreciate the Christian symbolism and theology but I did- the constant please for meaning and acceptance by a sort of outcast. A few times I sort of experienced Stephen as unrelatable because of how ridiculously wealthy she was, but then there were people like Jamie and Barbara to add counterpoint to it, there was just enough shown of the servants to undo the idea that Stephen's class were the important people.The tragedy was many layered in that Stephen's ill-fated attempts to find a place and meaning in the world crossed over with many other dissatisfied grey figures such as Puddle. Love in the book is rich and not always sexual, but sexuality is important both for identity and as an experience of love and being. As a 2016 lesbian I find the concept of "inversion" inadequate to understand who/what we are, but I can see that in terms of society's negative and silencing attitudes to the sexually different, this was a way of trying to make sense of it. What is portrayed well in the novel is the way personal worthiness or unworthiness is not the point, it is society that excludes people from full participation. The book is quite judgemental on decadent lifestyles, but shows them as a product, not a cause of the casting out of lgbt folk. There are also the contradictions that are present in most types of prejudice (for example someone can be valued in war-time and then resume their lower status after the war).I actually wanted to yell at Anna. I was so angry with her and her stupidity. In the time of the book, I suppose her attitude made more sense but she caused pain to herself as well as others. Ditto some other characters. I didn;t always like the way the gender binary was portrayed in the book (especially "women" as weak and helpless) but I could enjoy the small gaps in the text where it verged on questioning or undermining its own authority in these things.I am nowhere near as strong-minded and courageous let alone as fit and physically strong as Stephen but I related to her and her emotional pain and needs as I relate to few literary characters. For a book so slow-paced and relatively long it held me in its thrall uncommonly well and charmed both joy and tears from me (especially ultimately tears). It seemed a true account of the humanity of lgbt people and a more deep and complex illustration of the idea that "love is love".

  • Natasha (Diarist) Holme
    2019-06-03 19:00

    I read this the first time around in 1988, during my first term at university, hiding it from my room mate, under the covers. I enjoyed it then as the third lesbian book I'd ever read (after Patience & Sarah and Annie on My Mind), but found it harsh.Slogging through it a second time now, for the Lesbian Book Club book of the month, it felt interminable. No detail is left unmentioned. Oh wait ... "and that night they were not divided." Just the odd detail lacking. That one sentence caused the book to be judged "obscene" and banned.I did enjoy the cry out to the future from 1928. The author knows that being gay is natural and that one day gay people will be equal:"They must just bide their time--recognition was coming. But meanwhile they should all cultivate more pride" There are pleas to God, too:"If our love is a sin, then heaven must be full of such tender and selfless sinning as ours."It tickled me that Angela Crossby's telephone number was 25.

  • Jon
    2019-06-22 20:48

    If one thinks of "The Well of Loneliness" as having been written by a homophobic, sexist straight man then it begins to make sense. The central character (and stand-in for author Radclyffe Hall) is not a self-loathing lesbian at all, he's a transgendered man, and he's not exactly gay-friendly. The identification of Jonathan Brockett as gay by describing his hands as being “as white and soft as a woman’s,” for example, emphasizes Stephen’s conflicted feelings about his own sexuality and the feminine sex, as well as his blossoming sense of gender dysphoria, as he feels “a queer little sense of outrage.” If one regards Stephen as a woman it seems completely illogical for Stephen's hands are not, after all “white and soft.” Rather, Stephen is full of the sense of smug entitlement that goes along with being an upper class gentleman, and so while this "Well" is certainly fascinating as historical trans-fiction, the reader is likely to find himself/herself in the end feeling as though he/she has spent way too much time with an insufferable prick, and wondering why.

  • Lori
    2019-05-24 23:48

    I remember checking this book out of the public library near my house and hiding it from my parents, so I must have been about 12 the first time I read it. It lived under my mattress for about three days while I read it. I think I checked out "One in Ten" along with it, heh.The first time I read this book, I thought it was amazing. A queer love story from what seemed like forever ago! Wow! At the time, I felt alone and isolated, and it spoke to me. My second reading in college was not nearly as magical. I walked away from it disliking Radclyffe Hall (at least, her vision of herself and how she saw women) immensely. That being said, this book has its place in the queer lit. canon AND in my memories. It's a must-read for anyone interested in queer history.

  • Marina
    2019-06-01 20:03

    Reading this book proved incredibly difficult. I was unsure how to rate it, but decided for 2 stars in the end: the story is a very good one, extremely interesting, but the writing is so dull you can't begin to understand if you haven't read it. I'm sorry to have to say this, but it's what I felt about this book.I understand why it is such an important book in literary history, but I really, really disliked it.First of all, I don't really know why this should be considered as a story of lesbian love, since it is quite clearly the story of a transgender person. Stephen Gordon is a woman who has always perceived herself as a man, and consequently dresses like a man and acts like a man. She consequently likes women, but that's just a consequence of her perceiving herself as a man. I wouldn't say she is lesbian, on the contrary she is quite simply a transgender man. That makes the story very interesting, since it's not often that we find stories about the lives of transgender people in the beginning of the 20th century. They must have had an extremely difficult life, and this book is a great document on this issue.The writing, however... It is so incredibly boring and repetitive, the unfolding of the story is so slow, that I thought all the time that the novel might have easily been half the length or even shorter. The writing style is important in a novel, and also in a non-fiction book. So that's what made me dislike this book so much. I simply can't judge a book on just the storyline, it also has to be well-written. And this novel was a real pain to read.

  • Nickie
    2019-06-15 02:12

    Yerk. This is/was obviously a very important book, so it feels a shame to give it such a low grade but jaysus it was a bit painful after the novelty of the first 200 pages had worn off. The fact that it deals with lesbianism/gender issues in such a forthright way, especially for the time in which it was written ('20s)is v impressive. Orlando came out in the same year, but it doesn't deal with it as explicitly. No more than something like Twelfth Night did. Anyway, in the case of The Well... - important, yes, but well-written no. Here's a sample:"David wagged a bald but ingratiating tail. Then he thrust out his nose and sniffed at the pigeons. Oh, hang it all, why should the coming of spring be just one colossal smell of temptation! And why was there nothing really exciting that a spaniel might do and yet remain lawful? Sighing, he turned amber eyes of entreaty first on Stephen, and then on his goddess, Mary.She forgave him the crocus and patted his head. 'Darling you get more than a pound of raw meat for your dinner; you mustn't be so untruthful. Of course you're not hungry - it was just pure mischief.'He barked trying desperately hard to explain. 'It's the sring; it's got into my blood, oh Goddess! Oh Gentle Purveyor of all Good Things, let me dig till I've rooted up every damn crocus; just this once let me sin for the joy of life, for the ancient and exquisite joy of sinning!"... and on and on it goes...

  • Liz
    2019-06-24 01:08

    I really like this book, but found it very, very depressing. Not depressing in a 'Im gonna slit my wrist with the sharp edges of the pages' depressed, more like a 'why is the word so cruel, where is my God now?' kind of depressed. I really don't think the main protagonist Stephen needed to suffer so much; if Hall was trying to empower the 'inverted' and educate the mass about the 'inverted' I think she was smoking too many pipes, because if I had been 'inverted' in those days I would have weighed my pockets down with as many rocks as I could find and take a stroll into the nearest river. This book invoked a lot of mixed emotions & thoughts; and to me, any book that produces such a reaction is a good book in my opinion. Books should always make you feel something. And at the end of this book after I went looking for some rocks, I was overcome with a sense of empowerment; screw the establishment, screw what people think and above all screw being the martyr! After reading this book I now understand why lesbians have no sense of humour and take things very seriously, because they constantly fighting against the status quo.Technically speaking, I really enjoyed her style of writing, it was good old fashioned 19th century stuff, in theme and tone; the tragedy alone in this book would have made Thomas Hardy proud. It was melodramatic, but no more than any other book of its ilk or time, I mean just because she was inverted doesn't mean that she had to be sensible and logical, lesbians can be senselessly dramatic too.You have to admire Hall for writing this book in the era she did. Most writers of her persuasion were writing books loaded up with so many similes, metaphors and double meanings that it is impossible to the average person to even question what is going on...'wait so the cat in the book that sits at the end of her bed was actually a metaphor for her drunken female lover that would creep into her room when he husband was out and cry at her feet about the hopelessness of their situation.....right' No, Hall just put it all out on the table for the world to see, kudos to her, she was a pioneer and should get way more credit than what she gets.

  • El
    2019-06-16 20:05

    I love reading books that have at some point been a source of controversy, the books that have been banned and censored, questioned and attacked. The Well of Loneliness is one of those books, and by looking at the cover of the edition I read there's a clue right there as to the reasoning for the controversy: "A 1920s Classic of Lesbian Fiction".Steven Gordon is a wealthy English woman who is clearly not like other women, even from a young age. Her father had hoped for a boy and pinned those hopes on her name, Steven, while her mother was horrified and disgusted by Steven's less-than-feminine behavior in her early years. It's a long story, starting with Steven's youngest days and her earliest infatuation with someone of the same gender, and follows her into her late adolescence as she discovers just what exactly does make her different from other women. It is this self-discovery and outward behavior to fulfill this epiphany that causes strife between her and her mother. Eventually she leaves home and has a series of affairs with other women, each relationship different, each relationship special to Steven in some way.What makes this story important is not just because it's a positive portrayal of women in love with one another, but because of the time in which it was written. Published in 1928 it is one of the earliest books of lesbianism, preceding and paving the way for Virginia Woolf and others. This is not a cautionary tale - it is not a story meant to deter women from having relations with other women. Instead it embraces it as in it's an autobiographical story based on Hall's own experiences. She brought her experiences into a public light; despite it's publication falling at the end of the Jazz Age which is popularly considered to be a time of failing moral and social systems, to read about lesbians at the time was still shocking. Would Woolf have written Orlando had Hall not written The Well of Loneliness? It's hard to say, but it's almost guaranteed that Woolf would have had a harder time getting Orlando published if Hall hadn't paved the literary (and feminist) way.

  • Jamie
    2019-06-23 21:14

    So I read this for a Lesbian Literatures course, and I have to state from the outset that I am well aware of the *significance* of the novel in such a course, and such a subset of lesbian history. Certainly it was landmark, insofar as the book was one of the (perhaps THE?) first to openly deal with homosexual or inverted desire. Moreover, the trial that banned the book brought the novel, Radclyffe Hall, and the 'lesbian identity' into the public eye in a rather big way. All very well and good.However, judging on its literary merit (whatever that means) alone, I really didn't want to digest this book. Though people in my class called it 'gripping', the writing itself was clumsy at best. The agenda--that of the 'invert' in sexological and Freudian terms--was heavy-handed. It beat the dead horse and just kept thrashing--perhaps not unlike Raftery in the novel, who happened to be my favorite character. I'm not into the politics, because I think the narrative of being 'trapped in the wrong body' panders to normative ideologies and reeks of assimilationist diatribe; further, it just reads in a very tedious, maudlin way. Every other line is "if only Stephen were a boy," or "This creature, which was born maimed, might have been happy if only..." and so on and so forth. Again, clumsy. Melodramatic. Tedious. Irritating. Stephen herself is a ludicrously static character and completely uninteresting to read about. I give the book two stars because it's not ALL bad. I liked Raftery, the dog David, Puddle, Mlle. Duphot--the minor characters who didn't torture themselves and the reader with their martyr complexes. And the animals, yay!In any case, I noticed that the actual lesbians in my class seemed to like it, so maybe it's a case of vantage point. I'm a gay male if that says anything to my own situational perspective--and on that note, I have to confess Stephen's nasty descriptions of Brockett were infuriating. So maybe you'll like it, maybe not. I'm just glad to have it over and done with.

  • Laura
    2019-05-31 00:10

    This is possibly the most beautiful book I have ever read. The prose is simply exquisite. Hall proves that imagery does not have to be tedious and overwraught. I felt a hundred times while reading this novel that I had never heard such a sentiment expressed so perfectly. In fact, sometimes the prose was so beautiful that the context almost faded away entirely, and I was simply left with a breath-taking sentence, paragraph or more...Sadly, this book is still relevant 90 years after it was penned. I thought I would burst when Stephen rehearsed the speech she planned to give Mary about what would happen if they became lovers. So little has changed since then.Though I was warned that the ending was disastrous, I have to disagree entirely. The book is a tragedy, but not one that is contrived or forced. There is no oracle, no announcement that our lovers are star-crossed, just a very sad reality of the time and an inevitable conlcusion. I think that Stephen's sacrifice is greater than any most of us selfish mortals could make. She felt she must save Mary, that her salvation would come too late to preserve her, and so she did the only thing she felt she could... she let Mary go.This book is both exquisitely written and extremely relevant. It should be required reading in high schools and colleges. Everyone should experience the life and writings of Hall.

  • Nikki
    2019-05-31 22:52

    I don't know what to think of The Well of Loneliness. I read it because it's a lesbian classic, and someone said that it was one of the first novels where horrible things don't have to happen to its lesbian protagonists. I can't actually imagine anything more agonising than what the protagonist, Stephen, does -- voluntarily giving up her lover to a male close friend to give her safety and security, acting as a martyr for her... And Barbara and Jamie: both of them die because of the life they lead, the way they have to live to be together. No, I can't say it's true that terrible things don't happen to the protagonists because of their sexualities.On the other hand, their sexualities are presented as a part of them: not a choice, but something irrevocably stamped into them from birth. The last lines are a plea to God to allow 'inverts' their existence. So there is that hope in it.It's sentimental, overwritten, melodramatic. It's stereotypical. But yet I'm glad I read it, and yes, it made me feel -- feel for the lives of those such as Radclyffe Hall and her characters, who couldn't imagine the kind of life I and others lead today. Yes, it's worth a read, and yes, I'm going to keep my copy.

  • Meg
    2019-06-13 20:05

    Funny enough I find the character of Stephen quite similar to the character of Jo in Louisa May Alcott's Little Women. Both would have preferred to be men and both find the demeanor, dress and lifestyle expectations of women in their day to be dreary. Stephen is simply the sisterless, unloved, rich version of Jo.Something about the choices Hall makes with the character of Stephen highlight her gender and sexual differences in a way that Alcott does not. They have many of the same thoughts, eerily similar in many passages, but due to Stephen's detachment from everyone but a male role model the masculine undertones that both display are in Hall's work quite pronounced.After reading Hall in a Queer Literature class then later re-reading Alcott for pleasure I'm surprised not more use Alcott's work to highlight the literary choices Hall makes to introduce and strike home her point. I enjoyed reading Well, but probably wouldn't read it again with it's current ending. Another difference in literary choice that differs from Alcott's greatly.

  • Micah
    2019-06-10 02:00

    Conclusions, casually presented and in no particular order because I don't feel like putting together a well-written review.• Bless, this book is so very of its time. This is wonderful when it is waxing poetic about the English countryside or pre-war Paris; it is less so anytime black people are present or even alluded to. Also the pervasive (and I don't think entirely conscious) disdain for femme gender presentation -- god, the bits where the narration is picking on poor Jonathan Brockett and his "woman hands" made me want to smack Stephen in the face a little bit.• I think I preferred the earliest sections of the book to the rest. I loved the parts where Stephen was growing up as a sad little confused trans boy uh apparently people are still calling Stephen a lesbian somehow? -- but the description of the experience of childhood gender dysphoria was poignant and accurate, and the relationship with the dad was kind of sweet.• There was definitely a point somewhere around the death of Stephen's father where I was like "oh for god's sake, of course there is a well of loneliness, Stephen, YOU NEVER LEAVE YOUR FUCKING HOUSE." Until our hero's hand was forced I was pretty sure we were never going to leave Morton ever. Is being a homebody an English thing?• As the book went on it became clearer that this was a pro-queer-rights tract first and a novel second -- which I knew going in and it was abundantly clear from the start, but by the end it got a little insufferable for me. Stephen is GOOD AT ALL SPORTS and SUCH A BRILLIANT WRITER and KIND TO EVERYONE and don't you feel bad for being a bigot now? And of course the conception of what "causes" queerness and how it manifests is based on an outdated framework designed almost entirely by old straight white dudes.• That part where Stephen and Martin are vying for Mary's affections and both of them are being manipulative dickbags instead of leveling with her about the situation, because she is a femme lady and therefore a receptacle for the affection of masculine-of-center people, was super sketchy in a way I found kind of fascinating. Possibly because I read it directly after Dracula, which is all about men using their collective affection for particular women as a vector for male bonding without it being gay -- the situation in this book felt like a weird, almost equally misogynistic cousin to that trope.All of this may make it sound like I didn't like the book. I did! I just didn't love it as much as I thought I would after the first 100 pages, that's all.Earlier in-progress notes: So far I have no idea how people are still referring to this as a "lesbian book" when it is (to my admittedly biased eyes) clearly about a trans man. I'm reading it for my thesis but am also rather enjoying it as literature -- we'll see if I still feel that way after 200 more pages of Stephen getting kicked around by the universe, though.

  • Jasmine
    2019-05-24 19:54

    WOW...where do I even start? This is honestly one of the most thought provoking and emotionally charged books that I have ever read.Why thought provoking? Because it made me think about so many aspects of my own life that had been challenged by the mostly bigoted and homophobic society that I live in. Through Stephen, Hall touches upon the many challenges and struggles that LGBT people had to put up with (and still have to put up with) today. Yes - that's right - if we are honest with ourselves, not that much has changed. Yes, you may live in a city, you may surround yourself with like-minded individuals that are soooo PC and 'gay-friendly', but what if you live in the suburbs? What about a country town? Yeah, there may be isolated examples of towns with accepting people, but mostly the attitudes will be the same as Hall describes in this book. It hits just that little bit too close to home, but at the same time gives hope and empowers the reader (well me anyway) to have courage and hope for the future. Even though the book was published in 1928, I personally feel that the themes are still so relevant today, and as Diana Souhami is quoted as saying on the back cover "It's courage still calls out..". I mean, in Australia, we still don't have gay marriage for fuck's sake (but it's coming soon...surely).Why emotionally charged? Well...let's see....there's frustration, betrayal, loneliness (of course), exile, heart break, war, bitterness, squalor, suicide, despair. OK - yes, it's a bit depressing at times, but it is so worth it when you have finished, a sense of accomplishment! I was so haunted by the final scenes of the book, I think I will never forget it.And the writing...oh, the was so beautiful, so dense and full of emotion. I have to admit, I found that she waffled on a bit at the start, and I am ashamed to say that I almost abandoned the book altogether, but I stuck with it and I absolutely loved her writing style by the end of the book.Every lesbian/bi-sexual/bi-curious (whatever!) woman MUST read this, because whilst you may not relate to Stephen (and there will be many of you who will), you will relate to at least one character in the book (for me, it was Mary - accept that bit at the end...won't give away the ending).

  • Katie
    2019-06-21 18:46

    4.5 stars

  • Amanda Roper
    2019-05-25 19:10

    well that was overwrought

  • Melanti
    2019-06-08 02:02

    I went into this thinking that it was the first lesbian romance novel, but it turns out that it's neither a romance, nor (technically) about a lesbian. While Stephan has a couple of romantic partners, that's far from the focus of the book. Instead, it's more about Stephan's feelings of inadequacy and alienation due to her sexual orientation. While it's clear that Stephan is in love with Mary, the writing about those emotions feels a great deal more restrained than the scenes where she's wishing to be normal or dwelling on her isolation, or even the scene where her beloved horse dies. So, given that, I have a hard time mentally classifying this as a romance. The intro classifies it as a coming-of-age novel, which feels a great deal more accurate.Now, on to the lesbian angle. The word "lesbian" never, ever occurs in the novel. Instead, it uses a 19th century term - an "invert". That is, a person with inverted sexuality - where everything about them other than their genitals - belongs to the opposite gender. So, Stephen wears suits, hunts, has short hair, has a male's physiology (muscles, wide shoulders, narrow hips, etc.), even a male's mentality and (to a great extent) takes up the traditional male gender role. Which, frankly, is kind of odd, because that makes the invert the oddity and the femme woman paired up with the butch invert to be the "normal" one of the pair. There's nothing medically wrong with her, she's just confused. It's the butch ones that are too abnormally male to be female. Stephen's maleness is so over-emphasized that it, at times, feels like it's more of a transgender novel than a lesbian one. And I'm sure that being transgender wasn't a really recognized concept when this was written. It's a really, really strange way to look at homosexuality. I'm not even convinced that it was Hall's outlook. I tend to agree with the intro that this was probably a ploy to give it a more medical/scientific context in hopes it'd get past the censors. And it worked in the US at least.While this isn't an auto-biography, there are passages where it feels as if Hall's talking directly to the reader. For instance, in this, where Stephan is discussing her reasons for writing novels: ‘You don’t understand, I have faith in my writing, great faith; someday I shall climb to the top and that will compel the world to accept me for what I am. It’s a matter of time, but I mean to succeed for Mary’s sake.’If that was Hall's objective in writing this book, she had some measure of success! The publicity alone drew attention to the LGBT community. And, the most poignant, IMO: ‘God,’ she gasped, ‘we believe; we have told You we believe . . . We have not denied You; then rise up and defend us. Acknowledge us, O God, before the whole world. Give us also the right to our existence!’

  • Jeremy George
    2019-06-10 23:05

    I realised the beauty of this book when, halfway through, i looked up at the sky and realised i too was stuck in the well of loneliness - sitting next to the protagonist as she read the bleak poetic prose out loud to me.

  • Sath
    2019-06-18 00:02

    So, Stephen.. She's born sometime in the late 18-somethings to well off parents, they call her Stephen because her parents have wanted and somewhat expected a boy child for about 10 years, and her father wants to stick with the name they chose. As it turns out, they did pretty much get a boy. As a child stephen likes to pretend she's Nelson, fancies herself in love with the housemaid, throws her dolls away, wears trousers and rides astride her horse like a boy.Her father is very supportive, and while he's alive she's somewhat protected by him from other peoples opinions and morals. On the other hand, her mother thinks she's very strange and is afraid to be close to her.Anyway, Stephen grows up, falls in love, suffers tragedies, etce etce. I'll stay away from anything close to a spoiler.I'm not sure exactly what I expected from this book, but it didn't quite play out like I thought it would. Firstly, I wasn't even sure after a while that it really was about a lesbian, I mean, Stephen is almost a transexual, when she's young she's thinks she's a boy, and wants to be a boy, and when she's older she's constantly comparing herself with men, in regards to her behaviour, her desires and her social standing. Maybe this is about feminism and women's rights, but I'm not so sure.The book does seem to give a strange view of lesbianism, of Stephen, and others like her, what I'd call the butch ones, as sort of the only real kind of lesbians. And then the girls that fall in love with them, who seem to be feminine, and swing both ways, they're attracted to men, and to people like stephen. It's a bit of a cliche, and I never really thought of lesbianism that way myself, is this the book that started the cliche of lesbians being all manly? It's kind of odd.I don't know why Stephen has the view that she can't give a woman a proper relationship, it's probably partly because I can't put myself into the mindset of that era's values and morals, etc. But for some reason she's such a self imposed martyr, she thinks she's wrong, thats the problem, she thinks she's unatural. She begs for the right to live as she is, but she is still ashamed of what she is.Somehow, I think I was expecting a happily ever after, you know, one woman's triumph against society to live as a lesbian and be happy. But then again, if it was like that, it probably wouldn't have had the impact it did, as a depressive wail against society and 'normal' values.On the whole, a good book, none the less important for my failing to agree with the character's ideas and values.

  • Em
    2019-06-04 02:13

    This is what I wanted Orlando to be, and more. It's beautifully written and a hugely important part of queer canon, so I'm able to forgive the kind of overwhelming femmephobia and lack of any agency given to Mary, particularly at the end. Also, I am a general sucker for 20s/30s queer Europe. Mostly Weimar Germany, but interwar Paris, too. Book Riot Read Harder 2017 #16: A book that has been banned or frequently challenged in your country.

  • M.
    2019-06-22 23:57

    the determined personification of pets here is particularly charming. we love our pets!

  • Jamie
    2019-05-27 23:08

    A book that was outright banned after its 1928 publication for depicting a lesbian relationship, the writing style was too old-fashioned and dense for my taste. I think I'll try "The Price of Salt" instead.

  • Eavan McNeil
    2019-06-07 18:11

    *4.5? 4.8?*Do the best you can, no man can do more — but never stop fighting. For us there is no sin so great as despair, and perhaps no virtue so vital as courage.Um. Wow.I came across this book in my many forays of pre-Stonewall queer history when I was writing a novelization of queer 1920s New York. Lucky for my research, my main characters were male, but I still came across the few and far between primary source fictions of queer women and bookmarked them. I received this book as a gift this Christmas, and seeing a lull in school work, dedicated myself to the 166k word, 400-page clunker. (After reading War and Peace, it was a reassuring number, believe me.)And man am I glad I read it.A word of caution: If you don't like old-style prose, you probably won't like it. If you don't like a lot of detail that comes inherent to that style, you probably won't like it. And if you can't appreciate Christianity/Religiosity for a queer person and the many sufferings of it, you probably won't like it.As I began reading, the idea that Stephen is a transgender man, instead of a "butch" lesbian, seemed to take over me. The linguistic and psychological concepts to differentiate same-sex attraction and gender identity were not known at the time, and it made Stephen's character at times both frustration and immensely fascinating. Coming into the book I was expecting a lesbian narrative, and the more I heard Stephen's feeling of being a boy, the more I grew convinced they were probably transgender, and thus a key part of understanding would be lost to me. As the book progressed, however, my theory seemed to waver, and I'm still not sure how Stephen would identify in the modern world. To me I realized, it didn't necessarily matter to my understanding of the novel's themes of a world not accepting something natural. No matter how Stephen would align themselves, the sentiments still stand: All queer people deserve to be treated equally.From one character to the next we see how unjust the life is for an "invert". From Angela's twisted sense of selfishness to save her own unhappy honor, to Anna's disgusting denunciation of her child, to Puddle's true inclination never uttered to Stephen, to Martin's awkward growth of love and embarrassed leaving, to the deeply tragic story of Jamie and Barbara, and especially down to Stephen's last sacrifice—not only is the message abundantly clear but seems to also strengthen the connection Stephen had with her father, Sir Phillip. Sir Phillip is the original God in this story, the Father who understands and accepts his child—but is too afraid to tell her or others for fear of hurting them. This then is the God the Father Stephen prays to at the end, the Father who loves and understands her, but for one reason or another is silent. Stephen finds his scrawled book of Psychopathia Sexualis like the commandments, and through it learns her Father accepts her. He just didn't tell her explicitly. The story is ultimately one of Stephen returning to her Father; enjoying his unabashed love as a child before being banished from her Eden of Morton, she must seek to find peace in her silent, God the Father once more.And so I found attention to religion beautiful. Being religiously-inclined and grappling with my faith as I try to return to my own halcyon days of God (as Hall themselves would so eloquently put it), the struggle of religion was poignant to me. Stephen's life is underlined by a feeling of God: at times she believes in none of it, at others she seems to understand the power that He really is there—the symbolism of Stephen as Jesus comes to mind, sacrificing herself for her love so she may have a better life. If Hall could be a devout Catholic in the face of her sexuality, her trials—and hell—even WWI, then anyone could. I've been praying for my own spirituality recently, trying to understand my encounters with spirits against a world that tells me I must be insane, the outmoded creation stories, and twisted single-mindedness of the Christian we've all come to revile. It seems like a blessing then that I read this book at the time that I did, and I hope one day I'm at peace with my encounters with the unexplained and otherworldly, and the universality of a God for all people on earth no matter what creed. For now, I'm reminded of one of my favorite quotes from the book, something I'll hold on to for life:Then an unexpected, and to her very moving thing happened; his eyes filled with pitiful tears: ‘Lord,’ he muttered, ‘why need this have come upon you — this incomprehensible dispensation? It’s enough to make one deny God’s existence!’She felt a great need to reassure him. At that moment he seemed so much younger than she was as he stood there with his eyes full of pitiful tears, doubting God, because of his human compassion: ‘There are still the trees. Don’t forget the trees, Martin — because of them you used to believe.’‘Have you come to believe in a God then?’ he muttered.‘Yes,’ she told him, ‘it’s strange, but I know now I must — lots of us feel that way in the end. I’m not really religious like some of the others, but I’ve got to acknowledge God’s existence, though at times I still think: “Can He really exist?” One can’t help it, when one’s seen what I have here in Paris. But unless there’s a God, where do some of us find even the little courage we possess?’(For anyone more interested in Hall's relationship with her spirituality, I recommend this article written by a queer Christian site <3)The book is not 5 stars only because of the length. Sometimes I felt myself slogging through (sometimes being the keyword), though I genuinely liked the writing style in all its stately obsequiousness to detail I know many do not appreciate. Sometimes the attention to detail, especially of natural elements, went on for paragraphs and I wanted to bang my head against something to wake it up. I felt at times the themes were not completely cohesive either, as the details seemed to muddy the message Hall was going for.I could write 3 papers on this book and the literary merit it still holds—why it is not in schools hounds me. I feel the value of the book escapes the masses, not by any deficiency of themselves but rather of the time and the subject manner. We have equal protection under the law now and classical religion is dwindling. The pertinent issues were already niche 90 years ago, I understand the canon's ignorance of it, though it makes my heart ache. If only Hall could see the happy, queer marriages able to take place in churches now—though a part of me knows she sees it all already. ***‘God,’ she gasped, we believe; we have told You we believe . . . We have not denied You, then rise up and defend us. Acknowledge us, oh God, before the whole world. Give us also the right to our existence!’